It's all my fault..
Part 2.
At XYZ Hotel.
''Hey Arnav! Why you look so worried? Aren't you supposed to be happy that you finally got go out with us?'' Nk asked Arnav.
Arnav smile bit at Nk and replied.
''It's nothing.. Actually I just Khushi.. She must be looking for me..'' Arnav seem worried about Khushi.
Nk patted Arnav's shoulder and sighed.
''You guys really worried about each other but what is the gain in it? You guys are just FRIENDS, she may be super clingy with you but she had friend zone you dude.'' Nk said sadly.
Arnav stood there silently because he can't deny the fact that they just been best friends since before and still friends till now.
''Look Arnav, you guys can't be together forever like you guys are now. At some point of your lives will definitely get marry someone as you likes and have to consider that person's feelings. You might already know what will happen later.. Khushi is totally obsessed over you. You can't spoil your youth for her quilty feeling, can you?'' Nk asked.
''I guess you're right Nk.'' He agreed.
''Good. You're smart and looks good, only problem is your leg but it's ok, I guess. You can definitely get a girlfriend for yourself. I will introduce you some girls that I know.'' Nk said cheerfully without know the storm is coming.
Arnav just nod.
Then they had lunch with Lavanya, Sheetal and some other girl.
Arnav look how happy Nk and Lavanya together as lovers.
Then he notice that Sheetal is staring as if she going to eat him.
Sheetal smile at with bit blush.
He feel bit uncomfortable but he try to gave her at least a fake smile.
After having lunch Sheetal come up to him asked take selfie with her.
Nk wink at him, support him to go on.
Arnav sighed seeing Nk and pose beside her.
Sheetal slowly hold his arm and smile at her smartphone to take selfie.
(Click)
...........................
Here Khushi just reach at hotel and rush in.
Then her eyes caught the sight of Arnav with Nk and some girls.
Especially one girl is holding her Arnav's arm and taking selfie with him.
She walked toward them, separate Arnav from that witch and snatch that smartphone from Sheetal.
''Hey! What are you doing?'' Sheetal asked in shock.
Khushi delete that photo and give Sheetal's phone back to her.
''Stay away from my Arnav! Or you will see the worse side of mine!'' Khushi threatened Sheetal.
Arnav stopped her by grabbing her hand.
''Khushi please stop create scene, everybody is look at us.'' Arnav told her in low tone.
''But Arnav they bring you here by forcing na?? How can I leave them just like that?'' She asked.
''Please be silent for a moment, Khushi.'' Said Arnav.
He turn to Nk and apologised for Khushi's rudeness.
Nk just nod.
''Now you guys please excuse us.. And you (Khushi) come with me now.'' He drag her out with him.
She just following silently like an obedient child.
He bring her nearby park.
''Arnav..'' She try to talk to him but he cut her off.
''Shh! Enough is enough Khushi Kumari Gupta! Now I will talk and you have to listen to me.'' He bluntly.
She pouted her lips.
''I went with them on my own not by anyone forcing me, listen Khushi.. I been silent for long time but I think I should let you know that.. You should be on limit with me. Khushi we are not kids anymore, we have grown up. You're a woman and I am a man. We can't be together forever, sooner or later you have marry some other man then you can't be close like you're now with me.'' He said gently.
Her eyes filled with tears.
''Arnav you also has become everyone else too.. I won't get marry, I have decided to care of you until my last breath.'' She said while crying.
He hold her arms and said.
''Khushi do you remember what happen with Shyam? Honestly you should've been in relationship with him if it's not for me.'' He whispered sadly.
Khushi shook head no.
''No Arnav! It's true that I was interested at him but he is jerk a who only care for himself. He still asked to come to date even after knowing that you got hurt. He tried to take me away from you but he didn't know about our friendship is not that easy to break.'' She said.
''So you won't get marry? Then what about me? I want my own family in future for sure but.. My leg.. That's right who will love or marry a handicap like me? Is that why you want to take care of me? Because no one will ever love me. Answer me Khushi is that why?'' He said sarcastically, almost in tears.
''It's not like that Arnav.. Any girl definitely like you for sure.'' She assured.
''Really?'' He said doubtfully.
Khushi nod.
''Any girl huh? Then what about you?'' Arnav asked her.
''Huh?'' She confused.
''Would love me? And marry me?'' He said.
She froze hearing his words second, he is joking right?
He could tell by expression.
They are friends since childhood, they grow up together but she never had imagined her self to his lover or wife even her wildest dream.
''Huh.. You can't right? A handicap like me should never even dreaming being loved. If only that day haven't fulfil your adamant request, if only I hadn't chase after you, if only I haven't hit by that lorry.. I would be lived normal life everyone else..'' He said with sorrowful voice.
She felt as if someone slap her hard.
Everything happens in past comes again in her mind.
He is right, if only...
It's her fault that he is like this now..
Her old Arnav like basket ball alot and really good in it.
But now he can't even stand without his walking stick or someone to support him.
Everyone look at him pity.
''IT'S ALL MY FAULT...'' She shiver run through her spine.
She ruined the life that Arnav dreamed for himself for future.
She ruined his past, present and also future.
He gone through a lot because of her.
He lost his ability to walk and gone through a lot surgeries to make him walk again but all end up in failure.
The possibility for him walk again so small.
Then he gave up on surgeries and accept the fact that he can't walk anymore for rest his life.
He gave on his dream, his life.
She took long breath in and out.
''Arnav, I will marry you.'' She replied, there no way for her to give him back the life he dreamt of but she can make his current life better than now as his best friend, lover and wife.
Arnav look at her in shock.
''Khushi? Do you really understand what you just agreed on?'' He asked.
''I do. I will marry you and love you forever.'' She answered.
''No.. I am sorry(sighed) I just got bit depressed about my disability, I am really stupid.. Just please forget what I just said before. I can't ruin your whole life by marrying you, as I am already burden on you.'' He feel ashamed.
She hugged him tightly.
''You're not a burden Arnav, as I said it's not hard to fall for you.. One day I will definitely love you for sure, that's not the problem at all and we will always together if we got marry.'' She said slowly.
He stood silently in dilemma.
''I will talk about it to our parents and set our marriage date soon as possible.'' She muttered.
''And it would be better for you to be with me than with that witch(Sheetal)'' She added.
...............................
Part 2.
At XYZ Hotel.
''Hey Arnav! Why you look so worried? Aren't you supposed to be happy that you finally got go out with us?'' Nk asked Arnav.
Arnav smile bit at Nk and replied.
''It's nothing.. Actually I just Khushi.. She must be looking for me..'' Arnav seem worried about Khushi.
Nk patted Arnav's shoulder and sighed.
''You guys really worried about each other but what is the gain in it? You guys are just FRIENDS, she may be super clingy with you but she had friend zone you dude.'' Nk said sadly.
Arnav stood there silently because he can't deny the fact that they just been best friends since before and still friends till now.
''Look Arnav, you guys can't be together forever like you guys are now. At some point of your lives will definitely get marry someone as you likes and have to consider that person's feelings. You might already know what will happen later.. Khushi is totally obsessed over you. You can't spoil your youth for her quilty feeling, can you?'' Nk asked.
''I guess you're right Nk.'' He agreed.
''Good. You're smart and looks good, only problem is your leg but it's ok, I guess. You can definitely get a girlfriend for yourself. I will introduce you some girls that I know.'' Nk said cheerfully without know the storm is coming.
Arnav just nod.
Then they had lunch with Lavanya, Sheetal and some other girl.
Arnav look how happy Nk and Lavanya together as lovers.
Then he notice that Sheetal is staring as if she going to eat him.
Sheetal smile at with bit blush.
He feel bit uncomfortable but he try to gave her at least a fake smile.
After having lunch Sheetal come up to him asked take selfie with her.
Nk wink at him, support him to go on.
Arnav sighed seeing Nk and pose beside her.
Sheetal slowly hold his arm and smile at her smartphone to take selfie.
(Click)
...........................
Here Khushi just reach at hotel and rush in.
Then her eyes caught the sight of Arnav with Nk and some girls.
Especially one girl is holding her Arnav's arm and taking selfie with him.
She walked toward them, separate Arnav from that witch and snatch that smartphone from Sheetal.
''Hey! What are you doing?'' Sheetal asked in shock.
Khushi delete that photo and give Sheetal's phone back to her.
''Stay away from my Arnav! Or you will see the worse side of mine!'' Khushi threatened Sheetal.
Arnav stopped her by grabbing her hand.
''Khushi please stop create scene, everybody is look at us.'' Arnav told her in low tone.
''But Arnav they bring you here by forcing na?? How can I leave them just like that?'' She asked.
''Please be silent for a moment, Khushi.'' Said Arnav.
He turn to Nk and apologised for Khushi's rudeness.
Nk just nod.
''Now you guys please excuse us.. And you (Khushi) come with me now.'' He drag her out with him.
She just following silently like an obedient child.
He bring her nearby park.
''Arnav..'' She try to talk to him but he cut her off.
''Shh! Enough is enough Khushi Kumari Gupta! Now I will talk and you have to listen to me.'' He bluntly.
She pouted her lips.
''I went with them on my own not by anyone forcing me, listen Khushi.. I been silent for long time but I think I should let you know that.. You should be on limit with me. Khushi we are not kids anymore, we have grown up. You're a woman and I am a man. We can't be together forever, sooner or later you have marry some other man then you can't be close like you're now with me.'' He said gently.
Her eyes filled with tears.
''Arnav you also has become everyone else too.. I won't get marry, I have decided to care of you until my last breath.'' She said while crying.
He hold her arms and said.
''Khushi do you remember what happen with Shyam? Honestly you should've been in relationship with him if it's not for me.'' He whispered sadly.
Khushi shook head no.
''No Arnav! It's true that I was interested at him but he is jerk a who only care for himself. He still asked to come to date even after knowing that you got hurt. He tried to take me away from you but he didn't know about our friendship is not that easy to break.'' She said.
''So you won't get marry? Then what about me? I want my own family in future for sure but.. My leg.. That's right who will love or marry a handicap like me? Is that why you want to take care of me? Because no one will ever love me. Answer me Khushi is that why?'' He said sarcastically, almost in tears.
''It's not like that Arnav.. Any girl definitely like you for sure.'' She assured.
''Really?'' He said doubtfully.
Khushi nod.
''Any girl huh? Then what about you?'' Arnav asked her.
''Huh?'' She confused.
''Would love me? And marry me?'' He said.
She froze hearing his words second, he is joking right?
He could tell by expression.
They are friends since childhood, they grow up together but she never had imagined her self to his lover or wife even her wildest dream.
''Huh.. You can't right? A handicap like me should never even dreaming being loved. If only that day haven't fulfil your adamant request, if only I hadn't chase after you, if only I haven't hit by that lorry.. I would be lived normal life everyone else..'' He said with sorrowful voice.
She felt as if someone slap her hard.
Everything happens in past comes again in her mind.
He is right, if only...
It's her fault that he is like this now..
Her old Arnav like basket ball alot and really good in it.
But now he can't even stand without his walking stick or someone to support him.
Everyone look at him pity.
''IT'S ALL MY FAULT...'' She shiver run through her spine.
She ruined the life that Arnav dreamed for himself for future.
She ruined his past, present and also future.
He gone through a lot because of her.
He lost his ability to walk and gone through a lot surgeries to make him walk again but all end up in failure.
The possibility for him walk again so small.
Then he gave up on surgeries and accept the fact that he can't walk anymore for rest his life.
He gave on his dream, his life.
She took long breath in and out.
''Arnav, I will marry you.'' She replied, there no way for her to give him back the life he dreamt of but she can make his current life better than now as his best friend, lover and wife.
Arnav look at her in shock.
''Khushi? Do you really understand what you just agreed on?'' He asked.
''I do. I will marry you and love you forever.'' She answered.
''No.. I am sorry(sighed) I just got bit depressed about my disability, I am really stupid.. Just please forget what I just said before. I can't ruin your whole life by marrying you, as I am already burden on you.'' He feel ashamed.
She hugged him tightly.
''You're not a burden Arnav, as I said it's not hard to fall for you.. One day I will definitely love you for sure, that's not the problem at all and we will always together if we got marry.'' She said slowly.
He stood silently in dilemma.
''I will talk about it to our parents and set our marriage date soon as possible.'' She muttered.
''And it would be better for you to be with me than with that witch(Sheetal)'' She added.
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